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Now Bev wants to ride further...

Over the weekend Bev and I attended the Autumn Classic in Montgomery. She rode the 30 mile option, then we set out and added another 8 miles to the ride. Now she asks if she would be able to do a 60 mile ride. I say, "No problem!". All she needs to do is to stay in the seat and pedal and endure the discomfort on her rear and you have it.

Today she went for a ride with her new cycling shoes. I think they helped her a lot. I believe I could tell she was putting in a lot more energy with each stroke of the pedals. That is always nice! We did the little circle down around Oden's Mill Road and up past the airport with ease. She said she was less tired from that trip than she recalled. Now she is saying we need to do a longer route tomorrow. I need to think up an option for us tonight.

Her birthday is coming up Sunday. I had thought about getting her some cycling clothes or some hiking clothes but have waited too long to get them online. Our trip to Birmingham didn't produce anything because Roger's Trading Post had closed. I thought she would like some moisture managment underclothes for hiking. I can still get them from Campmor. I may ask Billy about some cycling shorts.

...thinking the unthinkable...
Saturday night I had to deal with the most alarming possibility I had not dreamed of. It isn't something to blog. It was a scenario where you pray you say and do the right thing but realize that you will be wrong no matter which choice you make. I only hope I was wise enough. It really hurt me.

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